11.11.2004
so, I was looking for you everywhere. You were gone for some reason...I looked here and there...And finally I opened one of the room doors, and there you were! Oh, not only you but another woman was also in bed with you...The blanket overed both you, yet it was hard not too notice that you were both lying naked...And doing that while I opened the door........
"what!?" you said "shut that door now, what's so bigger a deal........Yeah, this is me! And this is her...Happy?"
I turned and walked away, there was nothing else I could do, nothing!
Later, you came home...tried to explained what had happened..However, you weren't trying that hard, cuz obviously you still wanted that b*tch who didn't give a shit about you and dumped you long time ago.......
Somehow, I knew whatever between us was not gonna end up happily. I didn't know why I was still holding on some hope there...I was so not me. I would have actually broken up with you. But I did...It was so painful to see you been torn by two women, and I even tried to help you to figure out what you should do to gain her back........Man!
She, the woman lying in bed with you, stopped me every time she had a chance. First time, she stopped me asking if I'd take a set of her purse, bags which looked old and with green little flower prints on each one of them. I was so annoyed....
"what? You want me to accept anything from you??? do you remember who am i? You slept with my boyfriend! Remember?"
"Oh that, i meant to ask you how you are...i care more about you anyways, as to him?? Ha! that joke! It was just sex for me, i don't care how he'd take it...Honestly! So, please take these from me. They really suit you!"
I was thinking : why don't you just get lost, i don't want to talk to you, i don't want to have anything to do with you.......i have enough trouble now, un....who are you??? talking like you know me at all.....
I took them anyways. Just to get away from her.
Somehow, while this relationship is dying fast, this woman appeared again and again wanting to chat with me, to be my friend....offered me more stuff that i didn't need at all. She'd be talking to me asking how am i...bla bla bla....but non of them would be about my boyfriend, or anything about the bed scene....STRANGE!!! i was so upset and annoyed having this on going unwilling conversation with her......
I didn't remember how the story ended this morning, all i remembered was when Ryan shouted: "Iris! I thought you have to teach in the morning! Wake up!"
It was 20 minutes before the class.
"Oh shit!" i vaguely opened my eyes and looked at Ryan giving him a mean look: "You...you cheater!!!!"
"Wo....what????"
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