12.22.2004
I'm thinking...
the idea of lots of partying during the Christmas and the new year still scares me. the idea (actually turning into reality now) that after non-stop of shopping thinking what to send to friends, relatives and students to actually buying them and wrap them....and you got to kinda wrap youself up, too...for the parties....whoa! Fun?? maybe!
i'm thinking...
i had weirdest dreams lately, a lot of times, (even when i'm teaching) i'm contemplating those strange scenes and dialogs i had in my dreams. now i'm still thinking the one from last night. it was dark, i opened my car door and got in. as i sat on the seat, i saw lots of little pink notes attached on my windshield, one lapping after one...most of them said that someone had missed me many times, and "he/she/they?" had been looking for me but always failed. i sat in the car, stunned...,thinking who would that be? How could they get in my car???? I got lost reading all those notes people left...then all of a sudden i saw a good friend of my J holding a big bag of potato chips running towards me. i asked her to get in the car and she started to tell me how hard to find me lately, and how she missed hanging out with me. next think i knew, we were eating that bag of chips, having great time eating and chatting.........
and i'm still thinking...
a friend, a very unique friend just wrote me a long email. a long one, and a rather sad one with the title "Farewell".....
so i'm thinking...thinking without knowing exact what to write, adi!
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