{Warm Afternoon Green Tea Addiction}

11.29.2005

Look at our December Issue!

11.25.2005

My student jsut called to cancel the class tonight. It's Friday night and i'm not all that excited nor happy about the free hours i gain from the canceled classes...

It's been a long and painful week. Not much got done because of my illness.

Last night the stress just added more on my back again.

I was on my way to a student's house. I was late and just when i thought everything will be alright since I've felt much better from the cold and in five second i'd be at the student's door, a big scooter hit my scooter in the back. I tried and managed myself not to fall from the strong crash...and I didn't. But she did. I called the ambulence, the police came.

I felt like a criminal for not being hurt yet someone's hurt because of me (well, sort of...)

I panicked again on the way home today, under the traffic lights and one of the dangerous intersections. i panicked and was so scared that same thing would happen again.....Later I found myself crawling like a turtle on a scooter, hiding my head in every corner i turned.

I think I'm going to ride my bike more from now on. And I think i'll be staying home and let everything come down before i could feel fine and normal again...

Maybe Neil Young's "Harvest Moon" would give me a little tranquility tonight!

11.23.2005

I hate rainy days...if anyone has heard me saying i love rainy days, i was definitely lying! It's been raining days for almost a week from now, and not just raining days...they were raining ALL days.

Finally, the sun peeped out today, and the clouds went away. Today was wonderful and no rain...except that i have a cold and it got serious today. All the stubborn of not putting on my raincoat gave me a shitty nasty cold in return...

Sigh.. so I've seen my doctor and took my medicine. I really hope this haze in me and our apartment will go away soon.

11.17.2005